Jane: endurance, risk and love

Saturday, June 04, 2005

I was hunting herbs at the yggdrasil map this morning and I happened to bump on an old RO friend and now my guildmate, xairo. We talked about a lot of things like my classmates at school, some old RO friends and stuffs.

Before I go on, I want to write how I first met him.

I used to play Ragnarok at Monkey Online, where my friends from Odin, Armed n Loaded were also playing. If you remember Elevert, an ANL wiz, I'm sure a lot of beta users know him cause he's a bit aggressive at the PVP room those times, he's the one who introduced me to xairo. We (xairo-wj) went leveling at the gh chivalry back then. My priest was still level 65+ that time. After that, I never saw him again.

My RO effects were off so I never saw his aura. I was really surprised after he told me he reached level 99. I am so happy for him.

I then joined his guild, an all-Bisaya guild named Exalted. Later on I suggested to change the guild's name to BISDAK, something that would bring out our real identity, afterall, we are all Bisaya.

In the afternoon when I warped myself to Alde Baran town to met Hiiro at a nearby city, I heard somebody shouted "mga bubu mga Bisaya..." and stuffs. I got pissed since I am a Bisaya myself. And so I answered, "mamatay na lahat ng racist ng Pilipinas!" And I mean `em. I hate racists. We are all Pilipinos and we are supposed to respect other ppl regardless of their race.

Being branded as "bisdak" in-game is one suffering I have for 2 years of playing Ragnarok. I feel that a lot of them would think that Tagalogs are superior. So I guess there could be probable reasons, and I think one is that ...Bisaya are usually "maid/helpers" or even "entertainers", and that Bisaya ppl pronounce English and our vernacular language real odd.

But not all Bisaya are like that... It's just that most of the Bisaya living in Manila are uneducated people who strives to live in a world where other races aren't welcome. Besides, it's not everyday that we speak Tagalog, we speak our own language and Bisaya that is. We are Pinoys as well, the only difference is the language that we speak. And the culture we have. We are not used of the words "po" and "opo" so a lot would say that we are mayabangs, malaki ulo, etc. when we never really mean that.

Even the ppl I consider as my family in-game would laugh at me sometimes, for I am Bisaya, and I am bubu, and I am pangit. I feel that my race is one hindrance that keeps them off from respecting me and other Bisayan women/men of Ragnarok.

Even when I attended the Ragnarok World Championship in Manila last year, when Armed n Loaded, a well-known and obviously a Bisayan guild was presented as the Odin champions, all we got were "boo boos".

Hays...

In the evening, I was in a conversation with our maid GV, while she was giving me massage on my legs. We talked about relationships, love and marriage. I told her that I also am dreaming of finally getting into a serious relationship. I never have a boyfriend and on the 15th, I will be turning 22.

She mentioned that she know somebody and would want me to meet him soon. He's a real intelligent guy whom the Guiness Book of World Records is a witness. He was listed in that book as the first student who was able to trap an atom - a great recognition of our school. He is everybody's favorite at the Math & Science department. He's tall, dark and uhmm a bit handsome and a hunk haha! Two years ago, I was enrolled in his Physics class. I used to write lovenotes for him in every exam blue book i received where i supposed to write my answers. Whoa! nakakahiya....

11:53 PM endurance, risk and love

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WELLA JANE dual-natured,elusive, complex and contradictory, have the virtue of versatility, on the other the vices of two-facedness and flightiness, very attractive; when feel bad is worse for being the charmer that she is. Lively, and happy, egocentric, imaginative and restless

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