I tried listening to some other music, and try describing the depth of my passion into it, unfortunately, it can't surpass my love for metal, gothic and morbid music - plainly evil, but I think life is just like that, we make our own choices, and as for me, I choose to be on the darker side. I do love listening to several other types too, but sometimes I hate the way they play it...it's real slow?
This day I'll try to embed more songs on the websites. Grrr, I lost my passion for Ragnarok, seems like I don't want to play anymore, I'm more busy with the websites, it's still related to RO though.
For me, life is a game, always full of fresh moves and continuous entertainment. Changing horses in the middle of the stream is another small quirk which makes decision making, and sticking to a decision, particularly hard for me.
I love gaming, its my passion, as well as music, arts and literature. I love being in a band, though never really excels on it this time. I'm planning to be back on the field soon, singing at playing guitars, drums...whatever!
I love page designing as well. Probably, if I wouldn't have taken a medical course by now, I should have had focused more on computer stuffs.
I love writing and reading, though I don't speak English most of the time :) Many would say that I really suck on it haha!
I wrote good poems once in my life, but lose my precious ones I don't know if I can still write a new one, I will try! And oh, I love reading, when I'm not doing anything, I sit on a couch and read books, blackarts-my favorite topic, horror stuffs, and supernatural theories.
On Traits
I am apt to fight a losing battle in any attempts I make to be moral (in the widest sense of the word). My good qualities are attractive and come easily to me.
I am affectionate, courteous, kind, generous, and thoughtful towards the poor and suffering - provided none of the activities resulting from expressing these traits interferes too greatly with my own life and comforts. The good side of me is the fact that I do think that, if I would be given a chance to be wealthy, I will use my money for the poor.
In worst situations, my bad side prevails. In my better moments I strive to be honest and straightforward, but self-interest is almost always the victor. If things go against me, I sulk like children. I reflect every change in surroundings, like chameleons, and can become pessimistic. If the conditions of life become really adverse, my strength of will may desert me entirely.
On Knowledge
Many would say that I have a keen, intuitive, sometimes brilliant intelligence.I do love cerebral challenges. How many medals I earned from school BTW? How many regional, provincial and community quizzes I've won since childhood? For you, to find out:)
My mental agility and energy give me a voracious appetite for knowledge , though I dislike the labor of learning that's why I stayed in school for 5 years urgh!
I easily grasp almost everything requiring intelligence and mental dexterity, and is often able to marry manual skills to my quality of mind. My intellect is strongly analytical and sometimes gives me so great an ability to see both sides of a question that I vacillate and find it hard to make decisions. But my intelligence very well used to control and unify the duality of my natures into a most efficient unit.
On Love
In love I am fickle, not intentionally so but because of the basic inconsistency of my emotional nature, which has an amoral aspect to it. There is a side to me which can become deeply involved emotionally, and another, hostile to sentimentality, which stands back from a romantic situation, laughing at it and the protagonists in it, including my self while analyzing it intellectually.
My subjects take nothing seriously. So, in love, in spite of my temporary depth of feeling, for the intensity of involvement lasts only while it is new, I am superficial, light-hearted, cool, flirtatious and unimaginative in the understanding of the pain I may give others.
On Others
I like intrigue, the excitement of the chase, but once I have caught the prey, I lose interest and look around for the next creature to pursue. BTW, I love Oprah Winfrey Show - not because of the intrigues, but the learnings i gain from the issues, plus I'm interested and fascinated on her philantophy. I am happy everytime she helps for the benefits of the poor.
In less serious situations I make witty, entertaining companions, good acquaintances rather than friends. I only have a few friends =( because I like being alone. Even at my worst I am never dull - there is usually playfulness below the surface, and I can be brilliant conversationalists - but can also be quarrelsome, har har, that's why I'm always caught in a fight with someone =(
Other Stuffs
My favorite color is yellow, the lightest shade and real light purple. I also love black, but in, what was that architecture or arts? According to `em Black is not a color. =) When I was a kid, I thought my fave color is blue harhar. I hate red.
Flowers - I love yellow roses, in one country, it symbolizes hatred (argh!), but I really love `em. I also love tulips in any color. =)
Food - I love spaghetti, pizza, lasagna, and chinese foods. I love native foods, Sea urchins...do you think you can eat these stuffs? Yes you can, you try, They're yummy. Crabs, prawns, whoa! I like! I ate a shark meat once T_T They never told me that it was a shark in a coconut milk T_T and I really hate sharks! I don't wanna die because of `em. Dreadful creatures! /pif
Television & movies - I love watching wrestling and boxing. I love horror movies, not the bloody ones, Japanese horror movies. I love watching sentimental movies too, Sassy Girl, The Classic, Meteor Garden, these kind of stuffs. You may consider it cheap, but others think that they're cool. =)
WELLA JANE
dual-natured,elusive, complex and contradictory, have the virtue of versatility, on the other the vices of two-facedness and flightiness, very attractive; when feel bad is worse for being the charmer that she is. Lively, and happy, egocentric, imaginative and restless
