Jane: endurance, risk and love

Sunday, June 12, 2005

I am bitter, I am sad, I am lonely... My heart is filled with hatred, my mind disturbed by the memories of the past. I feel haunted. Every time I look back, I would feel a slight pinch deep inside me, for I long wanted to be loved, even just a bit, and that I could be accepted for who I am inside and out. I felt so rejected. I've inflicted pains on so many people even if I didn't mean to.

And so I decided to escape, forget about what happened in the past. Yes, I did love him and I'm not quiet sure if I still do, but his memories would linger forever for he left a mark that no one could hide. Half of my heart was torn, the other half keeps on beating, for there is always a reason to live. Wounds may heal but the scars will be left there forever...

Tears will keep on rolling down my face for I am destined to cry for the rest of my life, and hoping that one day, he'll return and accept me, erase the memories that's haunting me.

The thought of him being in somebody's arms make me feel sick...
Nothing is impossible in this world, and as for me, I'll continue to hope and continue to live.

1:36 AM endurance, risk and love

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WELLA JANE dual-natured,elusive, complex and contradictory, have the virtue of versatility, on the other the vices of two-facedness and flightiness, very attractive; when feel bad is worse for being the charmer that she is. Lively, and happy, egocentric, imaginative and restless

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MUSIC, rock and metal, animes, black nail polish, nicotine, PC Games, pocketbooks, foods: Chinese, Italian, Pinoy foods, beer, MONEY! Yeah!

I HATE:
Gossips, low-life people, cockroaches, all thing dirty, and everything that YOU hate!

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animes ;

I love watching Anime, so I would like to share to you some anime sites I ~~love~~ to surf. Anyway, this is not complete, but I promise to complete the list soon. Enjoy!

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the gamers ;

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