Jane: endurance, risk and love

Saturday, March 12, 2005

Fear is adrenaline-infused contractile aversion, manifesting as a mildly to profoundly unpleasant gripping sensation that compellingly and viscerally announces: I am not safe, I am threatened, I am in danger...

I feel so confused today. Tomorrow is judgment day, I want to rest, I'm real tired and so fed up...I've been studying for how many years? Since I was 5. I want to face my fears with courage and compassion, stand at the threshold of a dimension where an intoxicatingly sober sanity blooms. My fear slams into me with such shocking force, I am left devastated...

I can hear the pounding sounds of my heartbeat, I'm an insomniac now, sheesh... Will I march on the stage on the 16th? Will I ever claim my glory once again? Questions that keeps on repeating on my mind...For how many years, I've been earning medallions, this time, it doesn't matter if I can earn one, I just wanted to have my diploma, get out of school and face the real world...

I'm not exerting enough effort on my studies, yes I know, grrr...I don't like this, I don't like that, but I endured for 4 years studying the art of drug-pushing, decapitating and the art of potion-making, abra cadabra, hocus pocus and blah blah... Since childhood I've been exposed to all these, and I'm real tired. This is not my field, but I chose to be here.

Tomorrow is a new day, I'll face all my fears...

12:09 AM endurance, risk and love

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WELLA JANE dual-natured,elusive, complex and contradictory, have the virtue of versatility, on the other the vices of two-facedness and flightiness, very attractive; when feel bad is worse for being the charmer that she is. Lively, and happy, egocentric, imaginative and restless

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